What is the Difference?

I woke up today...unsatisfied. Why? I feel unfulfilled, yet emasculated, gaged and lost.

I feel like travelling...where? I dont know...

Today I realise the world expects me and you to be at the top without being given anything and a moment after your success, it crowds around you. I am perplexed and exasperated to find out that there is no short-cuts to success. Yes for all the legitimate success seen today, a lot of hardwork has been put into it. We must thus arise and face the daunting challenges facing (me) us.

Today I woke up to very sick and empty because I was trying to find out the difference between a gunman who wakes up and starts shooting innocent people and a terrorist who straps a bomb on his waist and wastes innocent lives. I am perplexed! Who is the terrorist? The gunman or the terrorist oops, are the all gunmen or both terrorists?

Today I saw the same girl again, she looks beautiful and lovely I wish...but I am scared stiff to walk to her lest she turns me down or I walk into something that does not last. I am worried

Today, I chose to write this piece without regard for the garnish...or the polish.

Today I feel I want to travel out of Nigeria and stay for sometime and then come back, but I dont have the money.

Today I searched the internet seeking for fellowships, but up till now I am not satisfied.

Today I feel I should continue writing how I felt.

The whole story doesnt make any sense? Well, that is the idea.